So last night didn't go too well. At first it was like any normal night. Sat down on my bed and finished creating this site. Practiced my Chinese some. But I must have pulled my neck in the wrong direction without knowing it. Later on, my whole body started shaking. I felt weak and and I couldn't even hold a spoon steady to eat my meal I was having. I knew something was going to happen. So I went back to my room, turned off the lights and laid down,. Sometimes, if I'm patient and do the right things, my aura's will pass over and they turn into anything serious. Well, after a short time of staying calm and keeping my neck straight, it felt like everything might have passed. But when I tried to shift to get more comfy, I went into one. It was a short one, to the point. It hurt bad, not having a seizure for a month or two can really make you forget how it feels!

Well after it was over, I was able to get back up with some minor issues with function.. I got onto one of the support sites for epilepsy and let someone know that I had a seizure. And explained it briefly. I was going to go to bed after a little while. But something stopped me. I had another one. This one was a bit worse then the last time, but like before, I was luck enough to be lying down. After it was over, I could barely move because all my muscles hurt! I typed in another sentence to the group then tried to get my hand and foot to relax.

Typically, when I have a seizure, my limbs will lose function and mobility and just shrivel up on themselves until I can get the muscles to stop contracting. After a bit, I finally got them to ease up. But I was still shaking! Even when I lied down, my body trembled slightly and I couldn't move very much, I was so stiff. I got a few hours of rest. I'm actually about to go back to sleep. The pain still hasn't worn off and I'm exhausted. I just wish I didn't have these anymore.



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    Aalea

    A 23 year old therian/otherkin with a seizure disorder.

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